Monday, 3 June 2013

Last Month

In a month today I will set foot in New Zealand for the first time in 10 and a half months.

There is this huge part of me which can’t wait to get on this plane home and be back in the place where I know how things work, where I know the language and where I feel at ease. But there is this equally huge part of me that never wants to get on that plane home and stay in this place where I have learnt how things work, where I have learnt the language and where I now feel at ease.

As much as I don’t want to go, I have to and I have this last month in which to make it the best last month knowing that I am going to come back more than once in my life! This last month will be full of spending time with the friends I have made for life, my amazing host family, with the beautiful Sweden and of course a bit of Finland!

It is strange feeling this divided about going home. I never expected this when I left New Zealand and only as I got to know Sweden did I realise that being divided is what was always going to happen!

With a full up last month, time is going to fly by so very fast but no matter I will always be left with two homes as far away from each other as possible!

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